I just found this out today. Mininova has bowed down to legal rights (whatever) and removed all unauthorised links. PERFECT. Seriously what are all these people thinking?? Don't they know that almost every living soul (let's just leave 3rd world citizens alone for now) on this earth has relied heavily on many forms of online entertainment to keep themselves sane?? Are they living under a rock? Are they such merciless bloodsuckers? They may be rich enough to purchase every DVD, every CD, every ticket to the movies and concerts they like, but there are still poor people out there who need entertainment but cannot afford to do so! What are we going to do after this! Not everyone has the ability to purchase a less well-known foreign movie DVD off Amazon or eBay without hyperventilating at the costs incurred. Had I known this was going to happen I would have downloaded as much as I could. But noooo, I thought I could do them after my exams and didn't. RAR. Then again downloading them may be of no use because,

My laptop decided to be real nice to me and spoil at this time. To prevent me from being distracted from my exams I guess.
Real nice. My vista just decided to devolve (reverse evolution) and go back to godknows windows 98 mode asking me if I wanna do a system restore and other whatnots. I'm partially freaking out because none of my data is backed up and I feel like killing myself if I ever let them fuck it up. All my songs (fine they are always downloadable and I have most of them backup on my brother's com), my shows, my documents (little notes and writings), and my pictures. MY CAMERA AND TOKYO PICTURES. AM I ALLOWED TO COMMIT HARAKIRI IF I LOSE EVERYTHING??

Why am I not a tech whiz I don't know why.

Also, I have huge news that I'm still finding it hard to take in for now. It is TBA as of now. I am so lost as to how am I going to deal with it. Such sudden news. Okay I am making it sound bad but its not, its beyond exhilarating that is why I'm finding it so surreal. Sorry to the person if I don't sound excited, I just can't seem to even think its really happening!! Haha so what is it? Not telling yet darlings.

It's 521am and I have to 'wake up' for work at 6am later because it's hari raya haji and I'm helping my store with a shift. Sometimes, I really wonder, especially on a shift, if I'm an asset to them at all. I mean, I mess up all the time and I don't seem to be as capable as anyone else or as I want myself to be. I'm not saying work isn't fun, it is and I love everyone there. I just hate myself for being such a lousy partner. I'm not surprised if people groan when they realise that I'm on the same shift as them. Sometimes it gets so depressing I just want to cry doing the dishes in the backroom. I hope it's just my nerves and esteem but it would really really suck if, well, I suck at my job.

Well, I'll just have to suck it up and try to please myself looking at my lady gaga monsters at work tomorrow.
I thought the monsters in her Bad Romance video looked like the whipped cream nozzles. Y/N?
and this

maybe this picture is clearer.


Anyway, I'm pretty sure that's where she got her inspiration from. Haha. Aw Lady Gaga has a baking touch.

Hokay shall go immerse myself with my notes and The Fame Monster and wait for impending doom at 6am.
Bye darlings ILUSFM.

I don't know if my father is dumb or what, he just emptied an entire 500ml bottle of sugar syrup (that I made) into a cup of orange juice. He thought it was plain water and thought why the more the added the sweeter it became. God I'm laughing as I'm typing this. I don't even know if I'm supposed to be exasperated that I have to remake a bottle of sugar syrup or to laugh at the hilarity of this sitch. Guess I have to label the bottle huh. Oh boy.

Still on the note of family business (sounds so serious lol), we ate out for dinner today. Very rare occasion but it was nice (: Took a couple of pictures of my mom and dad on my disposable camera from tokyo, hope the film hasn't gone rotten haha. I can't wait to see them when they develop, it's going to be quite cute, my parents' photo, that is. Why can't my family behave like a typical happy family more often? That would be sweet. Suh-weet-uh!

Kay back to mugging.

psst.
did i mention that exams make me feel insecure?
especially this time, because this time they matter.
did i also mention that the aldo shoe i want is on sale?
expensive shoes are still expensive.
did i mention too that i cant stand the font on my lj?
i swear i'm going to change that and probably my layout after my exams.

( until my dying day )

This song has been in my head but I don't mind, because oh how I love this musical.
One of the best, and one of which my memory is attached to.
I miss the days oh yes I do.

YOU GUYS HAVE TO CHECK THIS OUT.
I'M GOING GAGA OVER IT.
(pardon the inevitable pun my bad my bad but I really am going crazy over it)



Sorry sceneasfuck but you posting that video blew me away srsly.
ARGH LADY GAGA!

I want your love and I want your revenge!

LOVE LOVE HER VOCALS.

brb going away to sing my lungs out in the harsh and rich tone of
RAH-RAH-AH-AH-AH-AH!
ROMA-ROMA-MAMA!
GA-GA-OOH-LA-LA!

The video is so freaking cool I just love everything about it. The weirdness, the costumes, the ironical ending, the psycho-ity of it all.
When I first heard the song alone I wasn't that impressed but I gotta admit that it was catchy. But that video, omfg,
Just kill me man.

WANT YOUR BAD ROMANCE!

THIS IS FREAKING HILARIOUS.
I slapped my own thigh so damn hard.



OUH! OH OH!

im beginning to feel like i cant dress and look good anymore.
wheres my mojo.
shoots.

I don't post much about my german though I have been taking it for almost one and a half year already. So anyway since I like poems and composing them, I was pretty delighted (lol what a word) when my teacher gave us a poem-composing assignment. We had to compose sentences starting with "Als..." and ending with the words given "hörte, störte, frühstückte, verunglückte, suchte, buchte, fragte, lachte, klebte, lebte, lachte, machte, wollte, sollte" and finally ending the poem with "war/hatten..." Initially I had no idea how my poem was going to be like, I kinda just made it up as I went. So, don't blame me if it sucks?

German-speaking freunden on my flist please correct me if I'm wrong! My german sucks beyond belief.

( BEWARE - GERMAN POETRY FAIL )

Depressing matters aside,



She is freaking awesome or what!
Tautou, je t'aime bien!
I swear I have to watch it after my sem ends.

i hate my hair.

what that had me anticipating for weeks was totally crushed by a single session.
and i don't know who to blame.
i don't even want to look at my hair now it is so goddamn awful.

does anyone know if i can dye my hair black after bleaching it?

With this song we can speed down highways
and leave the world behind
The world where we are seen with a different light
and to a world we have yet to find
Would you lift your hands off the wheel
and grasp mine in yours
Forget all that is around
and live in the moment that is ours
In a single second it will all be over
darkness surrounds that we can't feel
But just me and you my love
I'll have nothing but you.

Ohh fuck.

What a end to the week. The supposed recess week.
So I gotta work the whole weekend and monday, which is totally fine by me, except that my group throws a group report compilation right in my face, and I can't say no because why? They were bitching behind my back about me not doing enough work for the work. Oh great. Now I want to start on the report and I took a shower hoping my sudden headache today would go away but what the heck its just getting worse. I don't even know why I'm getting a headache cos I slept enough! The massive headache is making everything so painful, even squinting. I think I should call it a day instead and go pop some paracetemol before I sleep. Goddamnit I hate school can I just quit? All this nonsense we have to go through that is absolutely irrelevant to what I will need in the future. Sorry I can't stay up though I really want to.





i like what you like what we all like to be.

ARGH SHZYCKDVS;ABXP

I WANT TO SHOP SO DAMN BADLY.
I know I'm sounding ridiculous and materialistic. But I don't know why the urge to shop tonight is super bad. After months of not shopping, holding myself back from buying clothes on a whim I suddenly seem to have torn out of my self-constructed prison and went on a online shopping hunt. I miss the days I used to have slightly more spare cash and can go on shopping sprees. Sucks not being able to do that now ugh.

So I've been looking for a few essentials plus a few of my current lusts.
Don't worry, they are not exhaustive.
I have more items that I want in the back of my head, I was just too lazy to find all of them and compile to make a set.
Check them out and tell me if you like it.
It'll be better if you could get me them.






crappy internet speed is testing my patience grr.

list seven habits/quirks/facts about yourself.
tag seven people to do the same.
do not tag the person who tagged you or say that you tag whoever wants to do it.

one
i like to snack a lot. like insane amounts. and all the unhealthy junk food. i always attributed it to my mom disallowing me to snack when i was young.

two
i havent really told anyone this but when (especially young) i do something with one side of my body (hand, leg, whatev) i must repeat the same action with the other hand. not normal things like carrying stuff or wearing shoes doh. i mean things like if i accidentally touched myself on my right leg i must touch my left leg with the opposite hand too. okay you are probably freaked out by my logic now hahahaha.

three
im full of contradictions. i like cold countries but i hate the cold. i like oranges, mangosteens but i hate the products made from them. i wanna be a lead singer of a awesome-rocking band but im far too shy to do it. i wanna be a writer but i cant write for nuts. okay the list goes on but you know what i mean. or not.

four
i have weird fingers. i didnt know about them till my best friend made me see how weird they are. and she couldnt stop harping on them ever since ):

five
my mom and i have the same recurring dreams when we are sick especially with fever.

six
sometimes i dont dare to stare at myself in the reflection because im afraid i might find my own face very very unfamiliar and that is extremely unsettling.

seven
im accident- and scar-prone.


okay not very interesting facts but what the hell, i dont know what i should say!
and im gonna tag (alphabetical order)

anelectricdream
nivani
pullyourears
samloves
that_is_her
walaleh
      yl-what123

: D

Because I want to do it for you.
Because I want to see you happy.
Because I dont want you to be sad and hurt.


I love you.

I am in my Psych stats class now. The tutor is from Hongkong, just like my lecturer and god, I can barely catch what he's saying. He looks like he's just about 23 yo. And really really uninteresting. Not boring because whatever he says is rather important and I know I can pay attention to him if I want to but no, he is just uninteresting to follow.

And not to mention I am super hungry. Half a cinnamon roll 4 hours ago does not help at all. I end school at 8pm today and after that I still have to go Admiralty for some social work thing. It would probably end at 11 plus 12 and no dinner is provided so idk how but I know I will need to get food fo mahself. Damn my ever-hungry stomach.

Okay he just said something about between subject/within subject thing which he said previously that is important. And I have no idea whats that. You would think no one would be paying attention cos its so dry but apparently there are quite a lot of questions asked by students. Boo.

Shoots I fell asleep.
Okay gotta go bye/